and there she goes

Friday, May 25, 2007

no surprises.

e-learning sucks. blackboard just have to screw up everytime. hai, seriously, no surprises..

i was half-way doing this quiz, which i have been trying to finish since ytd..and blackboard hang..it just have to. and so i stupidly pressed refresh..and guess what, all gone! dang. there goes.

at times like this, i just wish for lectures, instead of such things as e-learning, where all u do is stare into the screen, trying to absord all the freaking words u read..

ok enough of complaining. lets just take a break and blog :)

ok so i broke that promise to myself. cos i went to sch to climb today. heh. i didn't intend to, really..but i have to meet zhaohong in sch to pass his barang barang today. so i told myself, wth..anw ayuni needed company and aishah wanted me to train her.

ok ok excuses..i just wanted to boulder..

wasn't my bouldering day today. they kept giving me hard routes which i just can't freaking do. still not sure if its me or the routes..haih, ok so i know u guys have faith in me, but i just wanna have fun right now, u noe? i wanna do fun routes, esp when its not really my day..hai just hope u guys would understand..

and this time i'm joining pumpfest for fun. and the shirt of cos. so no expectations. just the experience.

mybe after all that then i'll start the real trg for the next comp. which is like when, next year? hah, i have all the time i need..in the mean time, i want to try bouldering at other schs..like dover, tp? lets.

have u ever felt unsure of how u feel towards someone?
when u like him so much, and hate him that much.
when u know u could never get along.
but u still can't get him out of your head.
and all u could do is wait, wait for that feeling to go away.
wait for it all to end.

cheers for now

posted at 10:23 AM